Listening attentively to the commands of the Divine
Conductor
Mark 4:35-41
On that day, as evening drew on, Jesus said to
his disciples: "Let us cross to the other side." Leaving the crowd,
they took Jesus with them in the boat just as he was. And other boats were with
him. A violent squall came up and waves were breaking over the boat, so that it
was already filling up. Jesus was in the stern, asleep on a cushion. They woke
him and said to him, "Teacher, do you not care that we are
perishing?" He woke up, rebuked the wind, and said to the sea,
"Quiet! Be still!" The wind ceased and there was great calm. Then he
asked them, "Why are you terrified? Do you not yet have faith?" They
were filled with great awe and said to one another, "Who then is this whom
even wind and sea obey?"
On the feast
of St. Thomas Aquinas, it’s easy to wax eloquent about his prolific writings.
The Church has dubbed him “the universal doctor” not only because his writings
range the full spectrum of theology, but also because, as Bishop Barron might
say, his teaching echoes “up and down the centuries.” His universality is
timeless. So, instead of focusing on what he said, I would like to say a word
about his silence, which may have as much (or maybe more) to teach us.
Aquinas’
silence is well illustrated by G.K. Chesterton’s biography on him called The
Dumb Ox. He’s called “the ox” because St. Thomas was a big man, in every sense
of that word. Chesterton writes: “On one occasion [St. Thomas] was invited to
the court of King Louis IX of France, more famous as the great St. Louis” (The
Dumb Ox, 91) (that’s for you Cardinals fans). Chesterton picks up the point a
little later, “Somehow they steered that reluctant bulk of reflection to a seat
in the royal banquet hall…What the Frenchmen were thinking about we do not
know; but they forgot all about the large, fat Italian in their midst, and it
seems only too possible that he forgot about them” (p. 93). Chesterton
continues, “And then suddenly the goblets leapt and rattled on the board, and
the great table shook, for the friar had brought down his huge fist like a club
of stone, with a crash that startled everyone like an explosion and had cried
out in a strong voice, but like a man in the grip of a dream, ‘And that will
settle the Manichees!’” (p. 94). The Manichees, as I’m sure you’ll remember,
were heretics and Aquinas wanted to disprove their arguments. But notice what
preceded that saintly outburst: silence, quiet, calm. And into Aquinas’ quiet
the Holy Spirit would pouring his wisdom. It’s like the moment of calm at the
beginning of a symphony when the conductor taps his stand with his baton; the
instruments jump to attention, and are perfectly and peacefully poised to burst
into music. Without cultivating the calm, nothing beautiful will burst forth.
Aquinas was silent far more than he spoke, hence his moniker, “the dumb ox” –
dumb, quiet, calm.
In the
gospel today, we see that the silence, quiet and calm can sometimes look like
sleep, at least it did for Jesus. Jesus is in a boat with his disciples when a
storm erupts on the Sea of Galilee. The apostles are overcome with fear and
dread, but Jesus was sound asleep, oblivious to his surroundings, like Aquinas
was dreaming at St. Louis’ court. Suddenly, he is awakened and he commands the
wind and the sea, “Quiet! Be Still!” And just as violins, oboes and trumpets
jump to attention at the conductor’s baton tap, so the earthly elements
instantly obey our Lord. But I believe Jesus meant his rebuke also for the
apostles; they, too, must cultivate calm, even in a storm, and so he asked
them, “Why are you terrified? Do you not yet have faith?” Jesus knew well that
his apostles needed to cultivate calm; otherwise, nothing beautiful would burst
forth from them, like faith.
Folks, one
of the hardest things for modern Catholics to do is cultivate any calm in our
lives. We have a 24-hour news cycle, our phones ding and chime and whistle
incessantly; and we’re all trying to be in two or three places at once through
Facebook, Skype, video calls and on-line classes. These things are not bad in
themselves, of course, but they have bereft us of any quiet or silence or calm.
And because we’re so busy, we have not created a space for the Spirit to speak
to us.
You can,
however, cultivate a little calm, and here’s how. You can create that silent
space by attending Adoration once a week: to sit still like St. Thomas, or even
to sleep like Jesus (easy to do at Adoration). You can pray your rosary in your
car rather than listen to talk radio or yelling at other drivers (or yelling at
your kids!). The mornings or evenings are often very conducive to the calm:
sitting quietly on your patio watching the sun go up or go down. I love to see
people who come early and sit quietly before Mass, or stay afterwards to feel
the loving Presence of Jesus in the Communion they just consumed.
In that
moment of silence and stillness you become like the instruments of a symphony,
ready to burst forth with something beautiful at the divine Conductor’s command
- to burst forth in faith. Jesus says to all his creation – and that includes
us – “Quiet! Be still!”
Praised be
Jesus Christ!
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