Learning to listen to our inner shepherd
02/06/2021
Mark 6:30-34 The Apostles
gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught. He said
to them, “Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.” People
were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to
eat. So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place. People saw
them leaving and many came to know about it. They hastened there on foot from
all the towns and arrived at the place before them. When Jesus disembarked and
saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like
sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things.
In the past few years we have seen
two startling examples of the mob mentality, or crowds gone wild. First, we saw
it in the Black Lives Matter protests where protestors got carried away and
destroyed private property. Second, it reared its ugly head in the riots and
raiding of public property, namely, the U.S. Capitol Building on January 6. In
other words, people who otherwise might have remained peaceful protestors got
swept up in the moment and went with the crowd or the mob.
These people switched off their
personal navigating instruments, which we call our conscience, and rode the
wave of crazy crowds. They did things that in more sane and solitary moments
they would never have done because their conscience would have cautioned them.
But we should not point fingers at protestors and rioters for switching off
their conscience because we have done the same. We have gone along with crowds
of friends when we drank too much one Friday night, or jumped on the bandwagon
and criticized others on social media.
We see this “crowds gone wild”
mentality in the gospel today. Jesus and the apostles cannot rest for the sheer
number of people who follow them. Notice Jesus’ reaction to this mob mentality:
“When Jesus disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity
for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach
them many things.” Let me point out two things about this poignant passage.
First, they were like sheep without
a shepherd because they had switched off their inner navigating system, their
conscience, and were riding the wave of the crowds. Think of how “schools of
fish” dart in one direction and then suddenly change course. Secondly, Jesus
taught them many things in order to jump-start their consciences. To be sure,
Jesus is the Good Shepherd as it says in John 10, and in Psalm 23. But our Lord
also wanted them to heed their “inner shepherd,” their conscience, and not
merely follow the mob mentality.
Let me suggest a few ways we can
hear Jesus teaching us today so we do not get caught up in the “crowds gone
wild.” This is one reason people who pursue higher education are told not to
study in the same university for their masters and their doctorate. A truly
educated person knows there are many ways to understand any given issue, his or
her conscience is keen, and can see how all sides have something to contribute
in the conversation. A friend of mine is politically conservative, but she
regularly reads the left-leaning New York Times because she wants to hear other
sides of the debate. After she hears both the conservative and liberal sides,
her conscience decides which path to follow.
This may also calm some of the
anxiety parents feel when their sons or daughters start to question or rebel or
even reject their family values. In some cases, it truly may be a cause for
concern. But in many cases, this is the normal course of development for an
individual’s conscience. The “crowd,” in this case, is the family and the young
person wants to think for himself or herself. The crucial thing to teach a
young person, though, is that while it is good not to get swept up in the crowd
gone wild, don’t’ substitute your “family crowd” just to be part of your
“friends crowd.” In that case, your conscience, your inner shepherd, is still
switched off.
Here is a last example. In my
latest study on the Acts of the Apostles, I recommended reading a book by A. N.
Wilson, who has a very anti-Catholic perspective on the Apostle Paul. Listen to
these lines about Paul’s teaching in 1 Corinthians 7 about celibacy: “Paul’s
apparently grudging attitude to marriage provided celibate fanatics in later
Christian generations with plenty of ammunition to support their body-hating,
women-hating philosophies, their monkish despairs, their flagellations, their
hairshirts, their cells and their vows” (Paul, 162). See, I read more than just
Scott Hahn books! When we find a favorite author or politician or news anchor,
we can easily switch off our inner shepherd, and let someone else do our
thinking for us. We look down on those who follow the mob mentality walking
down one street, but we miss how we are doing the same on another street.
At this Mass, let us listen to
Jesus our true and good Shepherd, as “he teaches us many things,” for we are
the people he looks upon with pity. And one of those things he teaches us is
how to listen to our inner shepherd.
Praised be Jesus
Christ!
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